An unseen ending

I have not used the computer sense Last Thursday... and heres why:

It wouldn't turn on D:

Well it did but it would get to the black screen with all the words on it that said stuff like "your computer has failed to start up it may have something to do with missing files".. "Computer will restart in 20 seconds"

then it would do that over and over again... black screen then restart

that was on Thursday

Its Tuesday now andmy computer is finally working... but heres the catch.. and its not a good one >:[

My dad rebooted the system.... rebooooooted itttt D:

do you KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS???? -dies-

Last time I rebooted my computer...some programs stayed like Firefox, Piratesv of the Caribbean Online and most important Arcsoft Photo Impression which I use to make make products and display pics.. basically everything that involves pic making

BUT THIS TIMMME! My dad rebooted the system.. yesterday night and EVERYTHING WAS WIPED CLEAN
I dont have ANYTHING on my computer anymore D: it looks just like a brand new computer with nothing on it! I had to re-download firefox.. and of course im gonna have to re-download imvu

No more Arcsoft Photo Impression :-[

do you have any idea how bad this is??

1. I cant download it cuz its not free and I dont know the code cuz my moms the one that bought it back in 2003 and of course she doesnt remember the code!

2. I cant download gimp because I DONT KNOW HOW to DEV on gimp! and I for sure dont have any time trying to learn how >:-[


so there you have it.. im stuck in a rut... a bad rut.. fuckingshitmotherfuckinggoddamnshitfuckingdoodlequeenfullofanuslickinghickenfingerschrist

I will now go... be emo and cry in a corner writing horrible poetry about how my developer life has ended

farewell

-Morsmordre

p.s I think once I get a job.. I can buy Arcsoft Photo Impression and start deving again. I still have so many things left unfinished and it really sucks

Hallo Comeback

October is HERE... and you know what that means >:-] As some of you might now.. I am a HUGE Halloween lover... shet I still go trick-or-treating.. 8D

anyways.. I have been neglecting imvu as you can obviously tell by the large gap in blog posts.. plus the slowness of my work on product requests. I havent been on the computer much.. Ive been on long enough to check my messages and sales reports... and that's it. I havent been on the client to chat socially in 2 weeks. Ive been super anti-social.. its bad I know :-[

BUT!! heres the plus side :) I figure im gonna come out of my doom-and-gloom atitude with a BANG.. Starting with... -drum roll- a NEW Halloween Line :D If you recall my last years line consisted of 4 different costumes each with a maching skintone. This year is going to be different. My Halloween '09 is gonna be Cyber-Halloween status Consisting of: Outfit, Skin, Boots.

thats gonna be my come back Well.. I have much work to do it seems.. I am hoping to get all of this done BEFORE the week is over...aiming by Wednesday

Till Later
-Mordy